Anne Heide
from WIVING
[build: mother, i | build: our fathers]
Anne Heide
from WIVING
[build: mother, i | build: our fathers]
I am a duet with you
and tripled with you.
and you in the corner
beginning.
…
What grabs me is her ankle
caught from under the bedsheet
in my grip.
She can suggest a movement but cannot make it,
I can hold this near
miss but she can bear it.
…
Walking into the bedroom,
“of course there is no chair in here
and where will I sleep”
and what will I build.
…
He calls her with the same sound
as he calls into his sleep,
she cuts away his excess
sound at night.
…
He has made her children round
enough to seal them
in his house, they fit there
and she is in the garden.
…
because it is hers.
She is an updraft and caught.
…
She would heave under you
the same way with red hair
and blank fingers.
She would heave under you
and ask you to spell her
out of this.
…
I am waiting in the parlor for you
I am waiting to make you wife
…
If this is not her mark, where do her feet fall
where will she sleep that can make a mark.
As my soaped hands would show you
I am ready to cut
her image sleeps against every surface
she can press.
my
sleep.
I have mistaken you for foliage.
(again)
Anne Heide edits the journal CAB/NET out of Denver. Her poetry has recently appeared or is forthcoming in Coconut, Octopus, Ur Vox, and the tiny, among others. She is currently working towards a doctorate in English and Creative Writing at the University of Denver.