No Excuse for the Tension of a Possible Storm

New Orleans, June 18, 2005

Dear S.

That sounds exactly right: church made out of what looks like nothing when sober. Can understand the hallucinogenic, the sequencing of everything—talented dancers, packed S&M.

That part that would have been self-consciousness was damaged. Watch and see how men think. Close to home something bigger was coming. No excuse for the tension of the possible storm.

I miss you.